Right now I'm on the bus to Jerusalem, the Holy City. And the word holy has been popping up more and more these days. Because what is […]

For years I indulged myself or better I should say “shorted myself” with alcohol and drug use. I went to festival after festival. I lost myself in […]

At the moment I am sitting at Starbucks with a delicious cappuccino, thinking and feeling about what this trip to Israel will bring me. […]

I write this with great courage, but a deep knowledge that it is now allowed and necessary. The last period has been for me all about […]

I had completely lost myself. The emptiness I felt inside, the emotional pain, I tried to suppress with lots of festivals, drinks and drugs. […]

Yesterday I had a beautiful first Kambo ceremony guided by Juul Ligthart! Thank you for guiding my dear. What a gift. I just didn't know that you […]

I AM GOING TO HIRE SOMEONE. ARE YOU THE ONE? Wow. This is exciting and new to me, but I just feel like I need to […]

As you may have noticed, a lot is happening in my life lately. Sometimes so much that I don't realize what […]

This morning I saw a post from Tisjeboy Jay where you could win tickets for his show in the Ziggo Dome tomorrow night. I immediately felt this […]