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My life is still a festival

15 January 2021
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    Mijn leven is nog steeds een festival

    🎊 My life is still a festival 🎊

    Festival Boy Brian. That is not who I am anymore. Still searching for Freedom, but now in a different way. From the inside and not from the outside. Where I used to have an aversion to who I was, I am starting to appreciate and love Festival Boy Brian more and more. Because despite the fact that the last two or three years of my festival use were purely about escaping, the years before that (most likely escaping without me realizing it) were a huge laugh. The parties, the indoor and outdoor festivals, the afters. They have given me so much and I increasingly see that it was necessary. Necessary to get where I am now. This too may be seen. After all, it was a big part of my life until a year ago. And no, I would never want to go back to that time, but damn did I laugh 😂

    Grateful for everyone who has been part of this from my 18th to my 28th. Also called “My life is one big Festival”. And now it is still a festival, but with a different approach. An approach to make the world a beautiful place full of love, connection and harmony. A world full of joy where every day is a party!

    Mijn leven is nog steeds een festival

    🎵 Living for the Moment 🎵

    The years went by

    And we lost sight
    Or the guys back then
    We used to rule the night
    And still I never will forget
    Or will regret
    Those times that we had
    We were the kings of night
    As we stood side by side
    We used to rock the place until the early light
    I remember how we sang along
    To every song
    Those times, they are gone
    But still, I feel
    I miss those days
    We spent together
    Yeah-yeah-yeah
    Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
    And be there once again
    And in my head I see the pictures
    Or how we used to be
    So one thing will remain
    'Cause I still love the memories of those days

     

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