{"id":1564,"date":"2022-06-06T21:38:08","date_gmt":"2022-06-06T19:38:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.brianvanleeuwen.com\/?p=1564"},"modified":"2022-07-14T21:41:21","modified_gmt":"2022-07-14T19:41:21","slug":"jarenlang-gedrag-van-manipulatie-verdoven-en-vluchten","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.brianvanleeuwen.com\/en\/jarenlang-gedrag-van-manipulatie-verdoven-en-vluchten\/","title":{"rendered":"Years of behavior of manipulation, numbing and escape"},"content":{"rendered":"

It could have ended differently\u2026\"Jarenlang<\/strong><\/p>\n

Years of behavior of manipulation, lying, numbing and escaping. Years of partying. What started as a fantastic party ended in completely losing myself. Deeper and deeper I sank away, I closed myself off from others and lost myself in drinking and drug use.<\/p>\n

Completely disconnected from who I really was.. I was in pain, sorrow and fear. At the end I couldn't even stand at a party without being completely afraid and always afraid that I would fall away. Then it was over..<\/p>\n

Now it's time to pass on the story behind this.<\/h2>\n

So that I can and may inspire others. I will tell you the story of a boy who almost lost himself, but through multiple miracles found himself again.<\/p>\n

A boy who couldn't leave his girlfriend alone for a second and got jealous when his girlfriend was talking to someone else. A boy who today (NOW in this moment) is absorbed in the energy of a Tantra Festival in Portugal. WOW! A moment of realization. Check! What a shift. What a transformation. What a growth. What a LOVE.\u00a0\"\u2764\ufe0f\"<\/span>\"\u2764\ufe0f\"<\/span>\"\ud83d\ude14\"<\/span><\/p>\n

I will take you into all the intense, violent events and stories in my book. I promise you that you will not be bored for a second while reading.
\nAnd besides the story, I also give you the 21 secrets that contributed to the turnaround in my life. \"\ud83d\udd25\"<\/span><\/p>\n

Soon the crowdfunding for my book will start. And for that I need you darlings, so that it can INSPIRE and MOTIVATE virally and nationwide.\u00a0\"\ud83c\udf08\"<\/span><\/p>\n

Love,
\nBrian<\/p>\n

Go back to all blogs here<\/em><\/strong><\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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