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\"vannachtLast night I had a nightmare, well actually ten different nightmares. Nightmares that normally scare you to death. Ghosts that chase you, monsters that want to grab you, murderers and possessed people. About once a month a dream like that passes by. They want to get me, take over my system. At least that's how it feels. I always manage to escape by waking up. Sometimes I end up in, I call it an in-between dimension. I know I'm awake, but I can't move yet. It's dark everywhere and there are eyes looking at me from all sides. This used to be quite frightening. I really had to fight myself awake then.<\/p>\n

Until yesterday\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

I know these dreams are an invitation from the subconscious to stand in my own power and light. But try doing that when you are asleep\u2026<\/p>\n

Yesterday things changed. I woke up after the first nightmare and I immediately thought: I can make contact with them in my dream. Not run away, but go to them. Look them in the eye, and turn on my light.<\/p>\n

And it surprised me that this actually worked. In my dream I woke up, another nightmare with spirits that wanted to possess me. In my dream I suddenly realized: oh yes, turn on the light, stand strong and embrace the love. I turned around, I walked to the creatures and they disappeared like clouds in front of the sun.<\/p>\n

I woke up\u2026 And fell asleep again\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

The next dream. A dark man with brown eyes tried to enter my consciousness and I tried to escape. Suddenly I thought to turn around and confront. I walked to him, I looked him full in the eyes. I showed that I was no longer afraid. He disappeared.<\/p>\n

I woke up\u2026 And fell asleep again\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

The next dream. I am surrounded by a dark energy. It is wrapped around my physical body. I realize: turn on the light and I felt an explosion of power. Whereupon I begin to speak a transformation protocol (spoken intention). The energy dissolves.<\/p>\n

I woke up\u2026 And fell asleep again\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

The next dream. I already realize: okay, here we go again. Especially now that I see a crocodile in the water lurking for Milo who jumps into the water like a happy puppy. The crocodile goes to Milo and grabs him. I immediately jump into the water and go to the crocodile. Milo gets loose. And the crocodile tries to attack me. I start to turn on my light and make deep eye contact with the crocodile. He calms down. He is suddenly tamed. And then to think that I always dream about crocodiles that I swim among. They don't do anything, but I always swam away as quickly as possible. Afraid that they would catch me.<\/p>\n

And so it went on for a few more dreams. I enjoyed the game. Of consciously acting in my subconscious. It felt like a victory. It felt powerful. It felt like: I don't have to be afraid anymore. I am light, love and powerful. Also in the subconscious. I can and may Trust. I can handle anything.<\/p>\n

Everything flows and flows. Everything is open.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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